A Dollop of Sour Cream

I'm not much into spicy food. I have recently discovered that if a meal is just a tad too spicy for me, I can put sour cream on top and make it not just palatable, but wonderful. This blog is devoted to doing the same for life.

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5.12.2007

Baby Update

Still no good pictures of my baby bump. Maybe today.

But the pregnancy is getting "harder"

We're under 100 days until baby is due! Under 90 days, even. that's just three months. I guess that puts me solidly into the third trimester. I don't feel "bad" exactly with the baby. But I am noticing that I am dissolving into tears/getting close to dissolving into tears more often. Feeling abandoned at work because they have hired two new people to take over the work and everything I get I need to hand off to one of them and teach them how to do so they will be ready to take over when I leave. But then I start to wondering "why are they paying me anyway if I am not doing anything for them" *wry* I don't like the feeling of being paid to do so little at all.

AND I haven't heard anything back from Austin yet so the future after the move isn't real clear either.

The hardest part is when I get home. We live on the second floor. And every time I come in my door and look up those stairs, I just don't want to take them. If I could, I'd just plop down on the bottom step and stay there -- but that just isn't an option. But if I'm already not wanting to deal with steps, I am worried about where this is going.

I love sitting in our glider. I even fall asleep there (except for when I'm trying to fall asleep) Beginning to wonder if I should have gotten the ottoman, despite the space it takes up. Maybe we'll look for a blow up one or something? I need somewhere to put my feet. Oh yeah and I've been restless at nights, not really wanting to do anything at all other than rest/read/waiting for time to pass. Not even play computer games!

Last night I caught up on 7th Heaven and they mentioned how T-Bone's real name is Theodore and people call him T-bone because "what type of name is Theodore to go through life with" Yikes! What's wrong with Theodore? I love that name. Will our kid hate it?

We're getting rid of things. and I still have more things in mind to get rid of. Hopefully we will get to Goodwill today to give them what we have so far (or should I try selling it? Hrm) certainly we don't want to move anything just to get rid of it on the other end.